Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Reflection from Christmas Morning Service

Some people have requested the words from my reflection from the service on Christmas morning, so here it is, based on John 1:1-14.

We're still in the season of Christmas everybody - until Epiphany! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

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The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overcome it.

Emperor Caesar’s census forces families to pack up and be counted. The Jewish people must leave the places where they live and work and return to the places where they were born.

The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overcome it.

Nighttime in the desert, no room at the inn, a family huddled in darkness. A child is born.

The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overcome it.

King Herod has heard of the birth of the King of the Jews and sends the Magi to find him. The Magi follow a bright star in the dark night sky.

The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overcome it.

The Magi, these scientists and philosophers, find the child in the stable and worship him. They do not return to the king.

The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overcome it.

King Herod orders the death of all infant males to stop the newborn King. Mary and Joseph escape with the baby Jesus to Egypt where they live until the death of Herod.

The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overcome it.

Christmas is the time when we celebrate Jesus’s presence here on earth, not just as a child in a manger, but as a man, as a living, breathing man in our midsts. We remember his presence among us, teaching and healing.

The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overcome it.

Christ was condemned to the cross. Christ defeated death. Christ promises new life for all.

The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overcome it.

The reign of Christ continues so long as we continue to do justice in the darkness of our world. Christ is present wherever there is love, wherever there is hope. Christ is the light.

The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overcome it.
The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overcome it.
The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overcome it.

So Much To Do!

Well, I was planning to sleep in every day of vacation (that is, the vacation while I'm back in CT) but it turns out the latest I've slept is 8:45, which isn't very late at all. Today I woke up at quarter after 5 and was immediately disgruntled by the fact that I was wide awake when it was still dark out and everyone was still asleep.

But I guess it's a good thing as I have about ten billion things to do before I go home tomorrow - cleaning and church stuff and taking my sister to the Trumbull mall, packing, laundry... I have a few friends who wanted me to stop by today too, but I'm not exactly sure how that's going to fit in. I guess we'll find out. :)

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas!

This morning started with opening presents from Santa (mom), followed by a short but sweet Christmas service at church. Shelbie, Paulina, and I then found an open Dunkin Donuts (Rte. 1 in Branford, if you're looking) and got breakfast. Now we're waiting... Dinner with mom's side of the family is at 5, and afterward Shelbie, Paulina, and I are going to see New Year's Eve.

Last night was really great - Shelbie, Jeremy, and I went out to dad's house and spent Christmas with him, Mark, Mema, Poppy, and Dad's friends Charise and Matt and Chuck and Jen. Dad organized a Christmas scavenger hunt, which was really cool. I managed to get all 3 of the "sorry, no clue here" cards before finally finding a card with a clue. Daddy and Mark bought me a plush zombie! It was a really fun time.

The Christmas eve service was really beautiful - it is one of my favorite church services. Singing "Silent Night" a capella with everyone circled around the church holding candles is always so pretty. And the church was packed! It was really lovely. <3

Thursday, December 15, 2011

First Semester: Finished!!

Hi all! Two weeks of silence on the blog = two weeks of writing final papers and studying!! And it's done! My first semester of grad school is finished! This is just a quick check-in... more to come on what I've learned this semester!

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Longing & Hope: The First Sunday of Advent

This past Sunday, while I was home for Thanksgiving break, I was blessed with the opportunity to preach at my home church. I told some people who couldn't make it out that the sermon would be up on my blog... so here it is!

"Will it Always Be Winter?"
By Maddie Downer

(Isaiah 64:1-9, Psalm 80:1-19, 1 Corinthians 1:3-9, Mark 13:24-37)


            Today is the first Sunday of Advent. In the United Church of Christ’s lectionary calendar, the theme of this Sunday is longing. Here in our church, we use different themes for the candles. The first Sunday’s candle is hope. I had originally written a sermon about longing, about waiting for something, it was called “Sitting, Waiting, Wishing.” This is not that sermon.

            Last night I was thinking about my sermon and I realized that talking just about longing, just about how Isaiah is yearning for God to make his presence known, that’s only half of it. Longing without hope is a deep and dark place. Longing without hope is despair and loneliness. But, we believe that our longing will be answered, that there will be a light in the darkness, while we are longing, we are filled with hope.

            I thought of a favorite Christmas song of mine, “In Like a Lion” written by Relient K. They originally intended for the song to be a part of the soundtrack for the Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, the movie based on the book by CS Lewis. So, whether or not you know the song, you probably know of the book, maybe you’ve seen the movie. Just in case you haven’t been exposed to this great work, here’s a brief intro:

            Four brothers and sisters, Lucy, Edmund, Susan, and Peter Pevensie are sent to live in the countryside during World War II with Professor Digory Kirke; first Lucy, then Edmund, and finally all four Pevensie children find their way into the land of Narnia through a wardrobe in the professor’s house. When they find Narnia, the land is in a state of endless winter, a state it has been in for a hundred years already.

            Relient K’s song, picks up on this key fact, “it is always winter but never Christmas.” They are always longing, but where do they find hope? The chorus of Relient K’s song says,

Cause when it's always winter but never Christmas
Sometimes it feels like you're not with us
But deep inside our hearts we know
That you are here and we will not lose hope
           
The Biblical writers know that feeling well, that waiting on the Lord, the deep longing. We know it, too. Have you ever yearned to be closer to God? Have you ever felt like God was silent, or too far away, or you were too disconnected? I’m sure we’ve all felt a seemingly endless winter at some point… Maybe we felt like people couldn’t understand  us, like an illness had no cure, like we had no hope… Those are our winters.
This is Isaiah’s winter:
Oh, that You would rend the heavens and come down,
That the mountains might quake at Your presence
Behold, You were angry, for we sinned,
We continued in them a long time;
And shall we be saved?
6 For all of us have become like one who is unclean,
And all our righteous deeds are like a filthy garment;
And all of us wither like a leaf,
And our iniquities, like the wind, take us away.
For You have hidden Your face from us
And have [c]delivered us into the power of our iniquities.

And the Psalmist’s in Psalm 80:
                        4 O LORD God of hosts,
How long will You [d]be angry with the prayer of Your people?
5 You have fed them with the bread of tears,
And You have made them to drink tears in [e]large measure.
6 You make us [f]an object of contention to our neighbors,
And our enemies laugh among themselves.

            And in chapter 13 of the gospel of Mark, Mark’s is cautioning – we don’t know when the Lord will come again, so be alert. The sense of disconnection, of waiting, of longing to be with the Lord once more, is there.

            Here, two thousand years later, we are still in the middle of a winter – we are still waiting on the coming of the king, on a new heaven and a new earth, we are still longing to be fully present to the divine, we are still longing for peace and justice for all people, we are longing for a world where children don’t go to sleep hungry, where parents don’t have to decide whether to pay for the house or pay for health insurance, a world where the other 99% of the population is treated fairly, where people aren’t treated as less than based on their gender, their race, their religion, or what-have-you, a world where who you love doesn’t generate hate from others, a world where “ism’s” and “phobias” don’t exist… we’re so far from that now, we’re in one heck of a winter, we’re longing for a change in the weather…

            Thankfully, in our longing, there is a deep sense of hope. Isaiah held onto this hope in the midst of his longing:
            5 You meet him who rejoices in doing righteousness,
Who remembers You in Your ways.
8 But now, O LORD, You are our Father,
We are the clay, and You our potter;
And all of us are the work of Your hand.
9 Do not be angry beyond measure, O LORD,
Nor remember iniquity forever;
Behold, look now, all of us are Your people.

The Psalmist finds hope as well:
            18 Then we shall not turn back from You;
Revive us, and we will call upon Your name.
19 O LORD God of hosts, restore us;
Cause Your face to shine upon us, [n]and we will be saved.

In the New Testament, the disciples’ hope lies in the return of the Lord, the second coming of the King, which they eagerly await. Our great hope, too, lies in the Lord.

However, something Mark said made me think that just waiting wasn’t enough. Mark tells us to ‘keep alert!’ which I think means, start acting now. Keep alert to the injustices in the world and the ways in which God would want us to respond to them. Do all we can in love, work towards respect and equality for all people, cultivate peace… In the middle of our winter, we can sow the seeds of hope.  We must be alert, but not idle. For if the master of the house returns, do we want him to see the house the way it is now? Servants oppressing other servants, some starving, some fighting, the house in disarray? Or do we want to prepare the house as best we can?


We’re headed into the physical season of winter now. The days are shorter, the nights are longer, the air is colder. But, like the Biblical writers anxiously awaiting the coming of the messiah, we too have a reminder of this hope in Jesus Christ, in our remembrance of his birth, in our remembrance of his death on the cross and the great hope that his sacrifice gives to us. We have hope because believe that Christ has died and Christ has risen and Christ will come again.

I encourage you, this winter, to take a look at the places in your life, in our church and community, in our world, that are longing for something – for change, for attention, for love – and start infusing these darkened places with hope. Light a candle, say a prayer, sit with God and recognize the brokenness of our world, our selves… and recognize that in God there is hope, that all things might be made new, that it might be winter now, but soon, yes, soon it will be Christmas.